Sleet Day

Hey fellers
I've been looking for a job, everywhere. Anywhere that wants a middle school teacher I'm considering so let me know if you know something... Please :) I've made some decisions and battling with more...life is hard. I'm glad to have people that care about me, sometimes you never know how lucky you are to have family and friends that care about you until you really need some encouragement and affirmation. Hope everyone is well.

"Oh holy night, the stars are brightly shining, it is the night of our dear saviours birth."

Im tired of feeling like there's so many boundaries to keep on this blog. I love being open, I really do, or maybe its talking openly to figure out wht I really believe and think others should. That must be it, the process.. I really think writing thoughts, ideas, dilemnas, all that stuff is important, and who better to get words of encouragement from...
So, anyways, I can't do this right now, I'm a weak man.
Yes I can.
I feel like life is really hard right now.
I get very paranoid, I think it comes from an ungodly attitude.
I've never been in a serious relationship before, it confuses me.
I don't get to share with my church family anymore, or I haven't been anyways. So, I need help. I want to blog again. I want to be free!