Saturday, December 03, 2005

Im tired of feeling like there's so many boundaries to keep on this blog. I love being open, I really do, or maybe its talking openly to figure out wht I really believe and think others should. That must be it, the process.. I really think writing thoughts, ideas, dilemnas, all that stuff is important, and who better to get words of encouragement from...
So, anyways, I can't do this right now, I'm a weak man.
Yes I can.
I feel like life is really hard right now.
I get very paranoid, I think it comes from an ungodly attitude.
I've never been in a serious relationship before, it confuses me.
I don't get to share with my church family anymore, or I haven't been anyways. So, I need help. I want to blog again. I want to be free!